going thru my vent blog was a bad idea lmao how many times can u post “i want to die” in different ways
i won’t act on it of course i would never do anything it’s just. in the back of my mind. like hey maybe I wouldn’t continue to hurt other ppl with my needs if i were just gone.
"are you mad at me" yes im fucking mad at you jesus fucking christ just. let us get a new dog i dont fucking car e about money i dont care id ont care i dont care about anything i just wan t. a nother fuckign dog
dont hit urself in the forehead b/c it just hurts and it doesnt help at all.
i want to see dori again every motnh i have to spend w/ o her makes me so sad and weepy and„ gghuhfjf i just miss her i want to see her more than anything
i am so ugly and stupid ugh fuck my life :))))
literally like the biggest things stressing me rn are the fact that my dad’s job is not coming through as fast as it should be, school, and the fact that i dont get to have makeouts as often as i would like lol i kind of Hate myself ??? wtf im so stupid and pathetic Lol
literally like. i practically had a panic attack b/c i thought wow im shitty and ugly and i literally have no reason to be stressed lmfa o and even !! thinking that! even mildly feeling upset about the things that . im upset about made me feel so shitty
LMAO !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I RLly hate mysefl sighs :)))))))))))
sighs really fucking loudly at myself i need to fuckin sTop like. complaining and whining about something thats not gonna change lol
how do u get over feeling bad about being a sexual being
i am SOoo clingy , and needy i really hate that about myself, i never want anyone to feel like they have to take care of me or that im just another problem they have to deal w/ in their life and i really„ hat ehta t about myself idk i used to think iwwas just normal but i m, not
im just so overly needy and so overly atteniton starved god i really hate it